Only have less than 10 mins to quickly jot down some of my thoughts. We're 6 days before the end of September and although this month I've had an interview and some call-backs, but overall personal development progress is lackluster. After being rejected by Little Smiles I've stopped sending out applications, not due to fear or anything, just a general lack of motivation; same can be said for my workout routine, which has been put on pause since I got back from my trip despite very occasional running. Currently I'm back to 66.95kg. And savings aren't looking swell, either. My urge to impulse shop has slowed down quite a bit, mostly because I'm not missing any necessities at this point and that dopamine doesn't excite me as it did, but my I haven't been keeping up with my pre-planned saving goal. As for the smallest romantic fling from work, that's is also dying out, mutually, cuz I realized how different we are and he probably realized I'm not a sweet, gentle girl as he thought. The only progress is probably in health - countless appointments with the NP and dentist and one trip to the urgent centre fixing my health issues... Think it was last year around November when I started living 'mindfully' and now it feels like I'm closing in on a circle back to the lazy lifestyle before. Alarming. I should quickly pick myself back up and resume my focus.
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